OH baby I need you with me  / Mummy (Mummy)
oh baby I seen the doctors and I have clinical depression, that explains why I just cant get over loosing you...but instead of getting well and enjoying my life, Daddy left me to do it all by my self, I have never felt so alone and lost, I just want to be with you, I want to lay your head on my shoulder and rub your hair and read you a story until you fall asleep...instead i'm locked in this life of pain and suffering and I just want out, Im not strong enough to do it any more, I want it all over I want it too end to be easy and for me to be with you...I miss you some much baby I need OUT now!! I love you more Close

oh baby  / Mummy
well baby looks like my life is full of ending, I wish you were here with me! I miss you so much it just hurts, every thing hurts, every happy occasion I find sadness, every outing I see missed memories, and every where I look reminds me of you...Life is just too hard at the moment and I don't want to be in it, if you cant be with me I want to be with you, but then I see the beautiful smiles from your sister and how handsom and grow up your brother is getting and I know that they still need me here....I wish there was a way to make life easy and simple again, but I seem to have lost that ability when you left, Please show me how to get it back, I really need your help now, more so than ever! I love you and I miss you with every breath, please help me make these decissions! Love you always Mummy xxxx Close

Unknown / CAROLINE FORD-ALLEN (NONE)

I didnt know Mr. Alex never met his parents but just by reading things about him I knew he was a very special child.  My heart is in pain now because I lost my nephew in Oktober 242004 to a tragic car accident! He left us the day after my birthday and his 7th year anniversary is in a couple weeks!!! All the pain begins to come back around this time every year!! I can relate to how you feel and what you will never get over!!!

You are in my prayers and thoughts!!!

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such a sad loss  / Jodie Rowlands
I had a hard time reading the first paragraph i am so sorry for your loss ! so saddened & touched by his story ! tears well even trying to write this xo Close

The Last Time!  / Mummy (Mother)
On Wednesday baby boy we move to our new home! I know you would be so excited it has the biggest pool the kids swim in it every time we go out there even though its winter...just like you nothing stops them! I was so excited to have this house and the kids love it but it hit me hard today that this house now...the one I'm leaving for ever is the last place I seen your smiling face and kissed your head while you slept...its the last house my family was hole!! with out all this longing and pain we now suffer everyday...no one understand how hard it is to just pack up and walk away I know you will be with me no matter where I am but its just not going to be the same...I still feel so robbed of all the memories I'm never going to get to make with you but most of all I miss your smile and your infectious laugh and your funny faces...I would love to see the look on your face when you see our new house its everything you ever wanted and almost every thing I ever wanted...only one thing could make it perfect and that is ....YOU.... I miss you and I love you more! I guess I win now because you can't say it back!! Close

*cries* / Alana Brown (Friend of his mothers )

This is so sad that i am dumb stuck for words....all i can say is i am sorry janelle ..... i wish i had been there for u... and Alex i hope u r having fun in heaven sweety...

 

Alana

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Xmas 2010  / Carrie Wright
Thinking of you Janelle at this very hard time of the year. Always in my thoughts and prayers.  You little son was so gorgeous - I know God holds a special place for children. I hope Juliette who would have been 9 yrs this year be together xxWarmest regards - Carrie xx Close

our third easter with out you!  / Mummy (Mum)
baby today is the third Easter we celebrate with out you...I keep waiting for those days every one keeps telling me will come...you know those ones that are going to be easier....guess I haven't gotten there yet because it just not easier...I keep trying to find smiles and happiness for the kids but am finding it really hard! people don't understand that loosing you broke our family and it just can't be fixed....they don't understand that what I need they can't give me! I miss you more than life and if given the choice I would be with you in a heart beat the kids keep me going and strong but they can never make it better! I hope you are looking out for them because as strong as every one thinks I am I'm not strong enough to go through this again. I wake to your smile every morning on my bedside table and it brightens my day I imagine you hugging me and telling me you love me and running off to catch up to Michael its the memories we will never get to make that hurts the most I wonder how big you are and what sports you would be doing and how wild you would be with all your new found wisdom! I love you baby and I miss you more than air! people keep telling me I'm wishing my life away...if only they knew! I love you more oxox Mummy Close

I know i don't know you, but...  / Ena Marie (heartfelt sympathy )

i stumbled upon your tribute quite accidentally and have never been more glad to find myself somewhere..

your story is so tragically sad and as i sit here with tears welling i know that i can't even begin to imagine how much grief you went through and must continue to go through every day.

"You'll get over it."
It's the clichés that cause the most trouble. To lose someone you love alters your life forever. You never get over it because 'it' is the person you had to lose too soon. The pain may ease there will be new people but the gap never closes. How could it? The articluarness of someone who matters enough to grieve over is not stopped by anything in this lifetime and perhaps - not in any.  The hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit it...

But then why would I want them to?

my heart goes out to you and your family..and to little Alex too (who by the sounds of your tributes would undoubtedly be sitting up there in Heaven looking down on you all with a big toothy grin before scampering off to play with all the other kids up there..)

you've touched me more than words on a screen can even hope to convey..

i just wanted to send my sincere condolences and deepest prayers

my thoughts are with you and your family. xo

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Condolences to Janelle & family.  / Annie Jones (Friend to Janelle )

To Janelle & your beautiful family,

Your tributes to your gorgeous boy are so beautiful. I am truly sorry to hear the tragedy you & your family have to contend with. I cannot ever begin to imagine the heartbeak you feel. I have only known you such a short time, but want you to know Janelle, if you ever need someone to talk too, a shoulder to cry, or just a friend to be around, my door is always open. Although Alex's life endend far too short, you should take comfort in the fact of all the happiness he brought to your life and also the absolute joy you instilled in him. He accomplished so much in his short years. All your children are blessed to have such a loving family. Alex looked such a handsome, happy little fellow with such a beautiful smile. My heart goes out to all of your family & those that knew him well. I'm sure he is one of gods angels & watching over all of you ! I pray, may god give you strength.

Love Annie xx

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Happy Birthday  / Deanne Davis (Aunty)
Happy birthday dear sweet Boo.  We miss you and the boys keep looking at your star in the sky and wishing you could be with us.  They have decided you are the biggest and brightest one they can see. Lots of love and kisses Aunty Yan, Nick and Matty. Close

Now your 8 and I miss you more!  / Mummy (Mum)

Oh baby tomorrow you will be 8, I see you growing when I close my eyes, but its just no the same! I keep waiting for that day to come when it doesn't hurt so much, when I can remember all the fun we used to have on your birthday, instead of wondering how I am supposed to celebrate with out you! Every thing I do lately caused regrets, regrets that you didn't get to do it, or that I wasn't there when you needed me, regrets that we left the farm things may have been so very different, every thing causes regrets, the more happiness we find the more I regret that you aren't here with us! you are probably the reason for the happiness, but I would rather be misserable and have you, than happy with out you. I start my new job tomorrow, I'm sure you had your hand in it, thank you baby! now I need you to make it ok for Akara, I don't seem to be able to do it for her, she misses you so much and I don't know how to fill that gap, you were the other half of her soul!

Tomorrow I will take your cake, the kids and dogs to the beach so you can join us and play like we use to, i will get your favourite one!

I hope you feel my love for you, it is never ending and you will never be forgotten! Missing you more each day love you more  mummy

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how do you do it  / Cath Turner (__)
you are an amazing family to cope with this kind of grieve andd deserve a medal to bring three other children through it whilst dealing with your own heart break nominate for mum of the year i think Close

Sharing Your Grief  / Walter Foster
Littlechild Family: On Wednesday, October 18, 2006 my oldest son Walter Foster, Jr. was killed when the commercial fishing vessel OCEAN CHALLENGER capsized and sunk 90 miles south of Sand Point in the Aleutian Islands. I share the grief of your losing Alex. Someday we'll see our sons again. I'm sure they've become fast friends in Heaven. May God give you strength and comfort. Close

missing you  / Mummy (Mum)
Baby I realized tonight that my heart is not broken...its shattered!!

I'm trying to put all the pieces back together like a jigsaw puzzle, but like our puzzles its missing pieces' pieces that I will never have again in this life, so no matter what, I will never again have a complete heart...and every night I lay in bed and it breaks all over again, and it feels like I'm loosing more and more pieces all the time, people keep telling me just to give it time, but time isn't going to find lost pieces' and its not going to bring you home to me where you belong...

I have so many un answered question....and I seem to be so angry, not at you but at me...how could I let you go? fail you so badly? why you? question that will never be answered, there will be no closure no answers, and no light at the end of the tunnel, just heart ache and pain where there was once joy and happiness!

the one thing I can be sure of is our love and longing for you....We love you more everyday and miss you so much more with each passing day
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My heat is broken for all of you  / Donna Mom To Angie- Robert (Someone who cares )

Dear Janelle and family,

What a precious little boy. My heart is broken for you all. I agree with what you wrote when you said God takes only the good...

Alex didn't have a long life, but it sounds like he sure had a fun, full, happy, adventurous, contented life. God surely gave him the best family. You all have to be so proud and honored that you spent all the time doing so much with your little boy. How many children fish, drive a 4 wheel and a motor bike at six?

God surrounded him with a loving and caring family, animals and the knowledge to enjoy ever living second he had...thank goodness he couldn't sit still for five minutes...look at what he had the chance to do...

I wish I could take your pain and hurt away from you, but I can't. My daughter left her son who was short three weeks to his third birthday when she passed. He lives with me and my husband and he is six now. I hope you don't mind, but I will think of Angie having fun and enjoying every minute she can with Alex. She loved children and Jermey was her whole life. Perhaps they will be there for each other until we are reunited with them again.

Sending you all big hugs and I'm sending you Angie's sites and my e-mail address in case you ever want or need to talk. xoxo

Donna mom to http://www.angie-robert.memory-of.com

                          http://www.angie-robert.last-memories.com

                         polopool@yahoo.ca

 

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I cried  / Mohammed Mahbubul (None)
I was in facebook looking at the pictures in a random order. then i saw this picture of a man with a big fish. I don't know why it chaught my eyes and i started to read. I clicked the link and I found out about alex. and I cried. I don't know why, but I cried. infact i'm crying right this moment. I hope alex is in heaven now and he is happy. I'll pray for the rest who are living with this sorrow. Close

For Alex  / Bridget Dtr Of Allan R. Peacock (United by Angels )

Here is some puppy sugar for you Alex. I hope you are enjoying Heaven. Send your family lots of hugs and kisses.

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